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Hiding in the Woods

So I decided to drive out into the sticks last night and have a peaceful night. I was able to rid of the background noise of vehicles, sirens, and people.  Getting away is a bitch though.  My phone vibrates with emails, texts, facebook, twitter, calls, etc.  As much as I want to get away right now, life just seems full of distractions.  It was a lot better out in the middle of nowhere, but yet I still have life full of distractions.

Eventually I decided to leave my phone in my car and go for a hike, and was amazed.   The frogs chirped and the coyotes howled.  I love it.  I haven’t experienced that in a while, and am so happy I decided to head into the woods.  I felt rejuvenated and ready for another day.

Life in a Back Pack

So this is officially what it has come to.  I currently have no vehicle, but still have an apartment for 29 more days.  The apartment will be last resort, as I don't want to revert back to my old lifestyle.  I made a call to arms trying to get a bicycle for a couple days to improve mobility.  If I can get that I can make it into some remote woods for the night. I have already tried finding a hostel.  Surprise, this town doesn't support travelers.  I can't say that, they do as long as you are willing to pay for a hotel.  I may go to the local mission, but I really don't want a preached couple of nights.  That and I feel as if I would not be welcomed. So to say the least this week should be quite interesting.

**Update**

I had many requests I stay at my apartment, and I left my knife in my van. There for I am going to be staying these next couple nights at the apartment.

This is my Life

During grade school a teacher asked the common question, "What do you want to be when you grow up?"

With no hesitation I responded, "HOMELESS!"

At the time it was a great idea and I thought it to be grand.  Turns out 10 years I am not homeless, but still dream of the homeless life.   It appears to me all these cushy possessions are completely unnecessary.  I have a TV, Xbox, Record Player, etc.  All the good things people "need" in life.  The only issue is I was never happy.

"If I go buy this it will make me happy..." (A common thought that went through my head).

My money has been spent wisely on materialistic goods that would make me warm inside.  I've lived a the "responsible" life.  I went to school (racked up debt), got a job (ties me down), bought my goods (happiness not included).  Ten years and I still reflect on the massive failure teenage self would've seen me as.

Now lets take my life shake it up a tad and fulfill my dreams.  Please leave your shit in the garbage.  Put your belongings on the curb and make life simple.  Now I live with the following:

• Computer
• Phone
• Camp Stove
• Portable Heater
• Sleeping Bag
• Cot
• Van

I live in my van and could not be happier.  I still think there are places to downgrade, but this is a huge step for the unsettled soul.  Now that you at least know where I am coming from.  I hope you decide to come back.